Time is moving fast

The other day on Thursday, I started to move from my home to office, as the part of daily routine. My office Grey Scientific labs is a startup and I am now working on a project with TIFR, Hyderabad which is actually located approximately 35kms from my home. So I make up every day myself and start at around 9am which is of course very late because 9 am is the time that I should be at office. However I reach the nearby railway station to catch the train that departs at 9 30 or 10 30 (believe me Indian railways are always flexible). I reach destination by 10 30 or 11 30 which is again half an hour journey from the station. So it is around 11 or 12 or 12 30 when i reach my office. Seems a lot crazy but this is it. I've been too late every day to see my schedules. However thursday morning shift is a bit special. From the station to my office I've to shift two autos in order to reach my office. On the second auto I sat on the front side just by the side of driver's seat. The side mirror took my attention. It isn't reflecting some damsel(i am saying this because my cortex is out of control these days), but me. I could see myself fading. I could see the fading patches on my hair and a glimpse of mine when I have complete grace blinked in my subconscious rack. All of a sudden the world seems upside down, not because of the worry that I am not able to find my better half, but because of dreams and ambitions fading with me. All i thought when i was in my schooling was to make myself reserve some pages in the history, to make myself remarkable and an example. After all I am just a heap of crap sitting and editing my blog posts two days after the actual incident.

My heart took a big breathe. Not because to ingest the fact, but because to face the failure. Yeah, I did face many failures till now, and its not new if I fail once again. But my failure should be exemplary, perfect, scheduled and all of mine. I mean as in every eerie instance, this failure shouldn't have a partner. It should be perfect, calculated and well tried. 

As a part of planning, I am releasing three podcasts that boosts the brand of my company SAMBRAMA DIGITAL SOLUTIONS. The first one is already named as aarthi which means successor of artha, which in sanskrit means wealth. The second was chosen to be on the side of Technological advancements, gadgets etc.... The details are not yet thought. The third one is on the latest news and trends.

Also I am planning to maintain three blogs for each of these podcasts. Platform is highly important, Secondly I'll start updating and organising this blog on regular basis. This acts as my public diary to get more insights on me and my work.

I know right now,no one has shit of time to read this crap, but it may fade or can impact a crater in the coming history. If it fades I am no one, if its a crater, that is what i expect it to be.

Regards

Shiva

HAM: VU3HWW