A harmony of Defeat
Since the first post on this blog I never shared anything exciting.I am severely thrashed and suppressed by all the defeats.Today in the morning Once more the scene repeated.I got my GATE results, and without any success.So back to the times I started recollecting all my actions in the past. I've after all done nothing to succeed in gate nor to succeed in the software field.And aftermath now to sob on norms for which I have no one to blame and none in me to blame.
My mind is tricking me to enter some research oriented position whereas all the external factors are quite opposite.For this is the only reason I've been applying for all posts irrespective of my target.Today I've finally aimed two institutions where I actually seeking my admission into M.Tech.And if I finally fail in both the attempts I should make up my mind to choose another path,because I took this particular paradox as something very serious and once destiny is averting arising a battle I have none except the defeat to invite me into its painful fangs where I still have the potency to battle after all without any actual purpose.
Of these two,they are really challenging and again I wish one of them would be a success and the other will be again a poetry or prose which will be posted on this blog as on my routine.
May the reader has some absurd sense and may ignite a sudden flush of humor into himself.But its the prose of agony.
My mind is tricking me to enter some research oriented position whereas all the external factors are quite opposite.For this is the only reason I've been applying for all posts irrespective of my target.Today I've finally aimed two institutions where I actually seeking my admission into M.Tech.And if I finally fail in both the attempts I should make up my mind to choose another path,because I took this particular paradox as something very serious and once destiny is averting arising a battle I have none except the defeat to invite me into its painful fangs where I still have the potency to battle after all without any actual purpose.
Of these two,they are really challenging and again I wish one of them would be a success and the other will be again a poetry or prose which will be posted on this blog as on my routine.
May the reader has some absurd sense and may ignite a sudden flush of humor into himself.But its the prose of agony.
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