after a real failure

My exam went in vain.Not only the final exam but also BARC exam too.I awaited so much to boast myself.But i am not deserved for that opportunity.Out of 278 selected my number was absent and surprisingly another person was also missing whom i thought would be successful.

Mom was attacked by allergies today.She has consulted doctor.And not more than a week far from today PGCET was scheduled.Atleast i have to beat that to get myself confident